I haven’t forgotten about my little blogging world, life has been busy to say the least. Have you every felt like you’re being pulled into so many different directions that you temporarily just check out of your brain and go into auto pilot mode? No, oh ha that’s just me then. This past week has been full of…
- Taking a Spanish language exam to give me 2 years worth of University credit.
- Trying to figure out how I’m graduating next term (I’m sure I’m not doing it properly).
- Work
- Work (Battling the sickness at work).
- Commuting
- Meal prepping (I’m on a strict budget, I have no choice I’m also pretty health conscious!)
- Helping the bf move (despite my previous posts I have one).
Oh, and I went to my 1st concert in years (I miss my previous life) happened to see friends(acquaintances) that I hadn’t seen in about 2 years (around the time I relocated). Does anyone have the type of friends that act insanely chummy via social media but not so much in reality (biggest pet peeve)? Mine live 2 hours away and happen to be busy anytime I’m in the area and don’t say anything when they’re in mine…(said concert run in). Yet, at one point I considered one of them to be one of my closest friends. I know it shouldn’t bother me but it did and I couldn’t help but point it out to my ‘friend’ when she told me how much she missed me (even though she never mentioned she’d be in my area).
I simply don’t understand people who are that way and it’s really hard for me to feel close to people who are that way. Yes, I understand life gets busy but call me crazy but loyalty is important to me and I’ve got trust issues so people who say one thing but do and act a different way make me feel like they’re a tad fake. Is it also just me that the older one gets and the more goal oriented one is the harder it is to make lasting friendships?
Okay, okay vent over and back to work. 😛
My Lifestate 
I feel exactly the same as you when it comes to ‘friends’ like this. I end up ditching people like that and would prefer to be alone than to keep guessing whether they are my friend or not – like why do people have to be so wishy washy lol
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Yes! Thank you! I’ve done the same thing because I’d rather be a lone wolf too instead of maintaining a ‘friend’ that only comes around when they find it convenient. Plus moving really helps in figuring out who’s actually there to stay which can be disheartening once they’ve dropped off like flies lol I secretly wish I could give them all a good shake to knock some sense into them.
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I definitely think the older you get the less friends you have but the ones you do have are the absolute best and it’s better to have a small
Circle and no drama !! X
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