As I try to unravel the grief of my mother, I realize that I've been grieving my whole life. My first heartbreak was you... Maybe that's a lot to put on someones shoulders, but you were the one I remember taking me on spontaneous movie dates at the age of 4. While Lion King played … Continue reading A Letter to My Sister
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Mother
You left this earth on the 22nd of November. A Monday... the most dreaded day of the work week. At 1:06pm you sent me a text saying you missed my voice, so I called you on my 30 minute work week to tell you how dramatic you were for sending me a text like that. … Continue reading Mother
How to grieve?
How do you cancel a flight meant to surprise your mom when she dies the day before? How do you plan a memorial? How do you write a eulogy? How do you celebrate holidays without a mother? How do you pretend to not be affected when you're around your father? How do you donate/throw away/burn … Continue reading How to grieve?
Memories Of You
It's crazy how easily I break when memories of you resurface. Even though I know that the way you spoke to me and treated me made me self destruct towards the end. Today, I was searching through some boxes of things to take with me to my new home and bumped into a life size … Continue reading Memories Of You
Starting Over
Is it ever easy? Hell no, especially when the past keeps rearing it's ugly head/s. I don't care what society says, starting over is never easy especially as you get older. When you're younger you have all the hope in the world, your view is that anything is possible, that you are practically invincible. That … Continue reading Starting Over
My Lifestate 